Shiya..

She's growing faster and faster in my eyes... Yesterday where some of her clothes hangs baggy-ly..now it fits her nicely at the bottom.. A clear sign that she's getting taller, despite me seeing her as a lil chikonet... :) and her vocabs increasing too.. She knows what a flower is..pokok..kipas..towel...fries...yes...fries..tsk tsk.. She even knows some of the alphabets! Hehehe...

I've started buying more n more books in the hopes that she will embrace reading as i have..heheh though i am still struggling to find the time and energy to just sit down and read to her at a proper time.. We should make it a routine...

Cant believe she'll be 2 in 4 months!! It doesnt feel like 2 years..and in my eyes she is still a lil baby... I guess i'll always feel like that :)

Am still thinking whether i should have a party for her 2nd bday... It would be nice and fun..but at the same time.. I feel like just having an awesome celebration with just the 3 of us...hehehe... Well i have a few months still to mull over it...  ;)

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My lil athlete!

Our children will always be better than us...as one can only hope...hehehe...

From birth till 19m...she has always been active and energetic... :)

(excuse the tears...hehe..ade baby boy tegur n she cried...hehehe...)

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a thought...

I have always wanted to be a housewife...in fact i have always thought to be a stay at home mum... Why is this so, you might ask... Well.. I dont have the words on how to describe it for all others...even to myself... Suffice to say that that is who I am and that os a part of me that I know very well...

I'm writting this because the feeling is getting stronger and stronger until some days that is all I think about.. It's especially even clearer to me when I am in one of those black moods after a disagreement with anyone who (in my mind) mistreats my jellybean... I could it so much better kinda feeling...

But then....

I take her out...n we splurge... How lucky am I? Lucky to be able to just walk in into Mothercare or Toys r us with an armload of clothes...gifts...toys... Buy fruits that costs RM20 for a small (omg its like silly small) just because she likes it... N to be able to buy a pororo soft toy for RM60 and x think twice... The smile on her face everynight as she hugs it is enough...

How many souls are just lucky to be able to do that...

I am mature enough to realise that it's because I am where I am today... But i wonder can I not be what I want to be..and still be able to be me...? Where is the ending and when is the beginning?

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Mission to accomplish...

I have a mission to accomplish...well several actually.. And it all needs to be done in 5 months...why 5 months? Cos thats when i turn the big 3-0!!

Hehehe cant believe i'm almost at that threshold...i still feel like life hasnt been fully explored..my what a naive lil girl i was to think that my uncles and aunties...30 then...was as 'old' as it gets...

Being at that age myself...i still feel young..ye ke? Hahahaha... My priorities might have changed but i still want..love..and dream of the same things...i guess our inner child just never grows up! :)

Well here's to a count down of my 'big' day...hehehe...

Item no. 1... To bake the perfect moist choc cake..oh and butter cake... Oh and kuih bakar...

Item no. 2... Own a bicycle and start cycling hehehe... Good luck here!

Item no. 3... Finish reading the twillight saga thats currently collecting dust...

Item no.4... Make a photo booklet of my family...

Item no. 5... Get that dream weight... Hmmm...

Item no. 6... Sew my first baju kurung...

Item no. 7... Masak nasi dagang and nasi kerabu...

Item no. 8... Repaint subang front house n re do mama's room...

Item no. 9... Take shiya to Singapore..Sky bridge & Aquaria

Item no. 10... Garnet

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Salam Aidilfitri

I had a lovely 4 day weekend with my Jellybean.. our maid went on leave for 3 days so I had her all to myself and I loved every lil moment... even when she's crying to get me to pick her up! :) Yes... I am weird that way...

Hari raya was spent with my in-laws as usual for our morning bersalam-salaman... then we were off to my SIL's to join my family for a our first (and so far only) rumah beraya... hehehe... we had a grand time makan laksa johor and of course... kuih raya... it was funny to see the 3 kiddos chasing SIL's poor and frightened cat around the table! hahahaha... all in good fun though... needless to say, the cat disappeared when she could. Baby girl was so brave and touched the cat numerous times... she just loves cats... or as she calls them "katt"... 

Then we went home where all 3 kids went to take their naps and eventually got our own salam-salaman under way just before Maghrib.. it was messy and non photogenic op with cranky Jellybean wanting her dinner... but it was lovely because I got to spend it with my whole fam present.  :)

That was raya for us...

Selamat Hari Raya!

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olympics...badminton

So malaysia lost..heheh it was a close game...watched it with Jellybean, hubby and tokpa..she had such great fun though she was a bit scared when the guys were screaming...heheh mummy yg tension tgk... :)

Funny thing is today she wasnt wearing her pampers..and then we saw it...the 'poo poo' face... I immediately grabbed her and put her on the toilet seat...hahahaha berjaya! Those this mean that we're ready for potty training?

Ambitious betul mummy nie :p

Anyhow...she's great and happy and stimes a lil clingy to me...just the way i love it...

Oh and i made cream caramel...and it was yummy! Another one under the belt..alhamdulillah... :)

Another 13 days to raya...

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