Wednesday, June 9, 2010

I could... I would... I should...

I could be sad... I could be happy... I could go crazy!

But I want to be happy... Even if at the same time I'm sad...

So there, a smile pasted.

No one can see the headache...

Just gotta stop thinking... And feeling...

Ending now with a smile.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

skippity skip goes the stone...

We go through life one step at a time. First it was baby and toddler years (not many memories here though), then there's kindergarten, middle school, high school, uni years and working life... Throughout some people stay with us until now like my darling friends Adik Ya and Tinie whom I've known since I was like 4! :) and some remains with us through memories be it good or bad...

That first outing out... The days when we would go out in matching clothes with our friends (ala ala cool! :p ) and there is that first flutter when you were misguided to think that particular guy's smile could actually make the sunrise stop and stars to burst (yea, girls are romantic like that) and of course the amazing nite you spent with this amazing guy that you just KNEW is that one and a few years later hear him utter the lafaz that binds you as man and wife...

I guess I just wanna give a shout out to those who has touched my life... And hoping that the good memories will last forever... Cause truly we've had so much fun! Each skipping stones sets a new ripple...

Friday, June 4, 2010

la la laalala laaaa

Hmm... just felt like writting nothings into the air...

I'm at the airport right now with hubby, meq, ajee and ana. We're sending off ajee and ana to Aussie. Wouldn't it be nice if I could go along? Hehehe, been wanting to go there forever!

Sleepy though... *yawn*

Looking at all the yummy food in front of me... Seriously, super looove mcd... I could like eat it for every meal and every day... But right now it's too late to eat... *sigh*

Me...

Love McD
Adore ice cream
Sweet tooth... All things desserts are my likes...

Ok, bad company if I'm always looking at the phone when topics are buzzing arnd me...

Nitey darlings... Happy weekend!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Looking for that something great...

Sometimes you just feel sad. It could be a number of reasons... From the very petty stuff like not getting that bracelet you adore... To the serious kind, like when someone you love passed away. When that sad feeling hit you, it seems the world might as well end since everything just isn't right anymore.

There are times I've been hit by this melancholy feeling. And I'll tell you, I could just snuggle in bed and sleep for hours! Or cry... Or hear sappy music... I'm sure you get my meaning. :p

Well, it took me 27 yrs to finally deal with it healthily... Well, still learning... But somehow I'm better at it now...

When you're down, just take a step back and mentally go over your feelings. Don't find faults... Just understand why and what is happening... And start appreciating everything arnd you... Ur family, friends and yes even that old teddy bear that has been with you through smiles and tears.

Take a deep breath...

In the end, it's patience. I believe that God has a plan for all of us. There's something in it for everyone. We can only but try and want.

Life is too short to dwell on the bad stuff ya? :) so let's make the best of a horrid situation and just enjoy. Easier said than done I know... But we can try right?

In the meantime... Let's go out and have fun... Promise will listen to all your troubles! ;) (you know who you are)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

For my twin seperated in the womb...

My wish is simple,
I wish only for ur smiles and happiness,
The sun rising and setting with more joy to bring...

I see in you someone great,
Life's just begun,
With many more laughter and gardens to explore...

Though now it seems dark and gloomy,
Do hold my hand,
Don't let go...

We'll make it through,
You know why..?
I'll believe it for you...

I love you...