Fairytale Wedding - Part 4

Our song was playing, "Tercipta Untuk Ku" by Unggu feat. Rossa... Its amazing how I knew that that was the song for us when I first heard it a year before! I was in love with it then and I am still in love with it now. The songs just gives me goosebumps.

My wedding gown was a dream with its long tail and my trailing veil. My heart was thumping and I was so scared that I might fall! :P

I love everything about our reception on 20 June 2009. And I have my parents and in laws to thank for making the event possible and wonderful... and my darling hubby for just loving and taking in my 'insane' wedding breakdowns.

My Fairytale Wedding - Part 3

Everything was perfect. It took 3 lafaz, hehehe... but we became husband and wife. For the longest time it felt so unreal, had to pinch myself. How else could I possibility describe the moment... magical. ;)

And I'm so glad that we were able to share the moment with our family and closest friends. That day a new journey began.. Our blissful start to ever after..

My Fairytale Wedding - Part 2

Morning came fast.. And true to her words my sister was the first to knock on my door. She helped me take off all the dried inai so that I could take a proper shower. I could feel butterflies fluttering in my stomach, but I ignored it all and just concentrated on getting ready.

Clothes, checked.
I/c, checked.
Contacts, checked.
Flowers, checked.
Me?? :) still to be made.

We rushed to the Dewan Felda since we were running late... And Che Su and Abg Wan was already waiting.. oops! Oh well, I'm the bride.. :p

And so it began..

My bridesmaids started to fill the room.. Looking beautiful and cheerful in red.. The final touches to my hantaran was made.. Thanks to my SIL, it looked even better than I had imagined.. Totally gorgeous.. And me..?

I've never felt more beautiful in my life...I loved my make up, loved my baju kurung, and my veil was just perfect! After I was done, I became really shy and not sure of what to do. My only worry was where was my Sayang and my nerves was starting to get all jumbled up. Until.... I heard my sister said... "They're here.."

-big smiles-       It was time...  :)

My thought just before I stepped down was...

"I love you mama & papa... thank you... I love you..."

;) XOXO

My Fairytale Wedding - Part 1

You can probably see from my page that I've been married for some time now. So what is this fairytale wedding all about?? Well, I haven't actually had the chance to gush about it until now. Guess with so many things happening all at once, I found it hard to sit still and just write. :P (reasons, reasons...)

And so... here it is...

My wedding after its ups and downs, was set on 13 June 2009. The day before was spent at the medical centre for my physical exam (work purposes) and agonising over my inai session. I tend to worry about the little things and the lady doing my inai messaged me that she was coming in late! Can you just imagine the thoughts that went through my head. And so the water works started until late evening when I decided to just leave it up to fate.

Supporting me through was of course my bff and my sis who was at the house to keep me company. Or maybe to keep me sane if not calm? :)

I could just hear the preparations starting down below where my mum's frends have gathered to complete my hantaran. Amidst all that chaos, my Sayang came to deliver the final touches to my baju nikah. He was not in the best of moods as our designer, Man Kajang had made him wait quite some time in front of the shops.

Finally at near 10pm the lady arrived with apologies and started on the art work for my hands and feet. I was a bit nervous to see the outcome. Dubiously looking at the intricated artwork, I thought.."Didn't I say to keep it simple?" Oh well! But the hundreds I spent on her was well worth it.. Because the design turned out so gorgeous! Finally I could sleep near 11+.. And dream of my prince... Hehehe, if only that was true! I was so anxious I actually only fell asleep arnd 4+... Well... To be continued ...

;) XOXO

A Simple Shirt

I was looking at the hantaran shirt on my bed. I can just imagine my sayang wearing it. He'll look handsome, as always...and ever so wonderful. And there was only one thought in my mind... I can't wait for the day... the day that I will be his wife.

Hehehe... its funny how just looking at his shirt, reminded me how soon I'll be able to take care of him. I want to be a good and loving wife. A wife that he can be proud of.

I can't wait!

Today we (me, meq, ajee and farel) went to Putrajaya to make farel's mykid card. He's so super cute and smells so sweet. Love him so much! Then we went to Berjaya Times Square. Farel slept the whole way :P

Had my first taste of krispy kreme. Hmm... I honestly prefer J Co much better. hehehe... oh well, my sayang and ajee seems to enjoy it though. Don't get me wrong... its sorta yum, but J Co is yummle-ish...!

Life... the bad and the good

Some good... my sayang finally told his parents... when? 29 November and 1 December (mum). They both agreed.. Thank God... I still feel like pinching myself when I think about it. Hehehe...

The bad? oh well... for once, I don't want to think of the wrong things that are going on... just wanna bask in the realisation that the day with my baby is coming nearer and nearer... no more secrets and no more hiding... <3

Love, love... he is the love of my life.. the saviour of my soul...

He makes my dreams come true...turns me to a better person... and just encloses me in warm summer dreams...

He came... he conquered...

He looked calm and in control all out through dinner. I was surprised... not that I expected him to be panicky, just maybe restless. But then when we arrived home, his nervousness showed. Quickly I became panicky myself... maybe its the thought of bringing up such an intimate topic such as marriage. It didn't help that my parents didn't say anything! :P

My parents went into the TV room and started watching TV! hehehe...

After a long uncomfortable and nervous pause, my baby and I walked in and requested to talk. He was wonderful...

He spoke softly and sweetly and ever so respectful. He made me so proud. Especially when I was such a nervous wreck myself! I know that my parents are happy on how he conducted the conversation. Quietly explaining the timeline and our own wishes.

My dad asked about his parents and if they could accept me. I could see that my plight mattered in their eyes. For that alone, I love them so much.

My baby was very reassuring in his love and committment. Could I ask for more? -sigh- Our dreams are half way there...!

I love him so much!

Beginning Part 1

Today is the beginning... a beginning of a new chapter in my life. Others don't know it and some might even think... "what's the big deal?".

But it does matter.

He'll be coming over to formally ask for my hand from my parents. I'm so excited! It is something that I have been waiting for awhile. True, usually it will also follow with his parents being informed as well... but I can wait the 'less than 4 months' occassion.

Hehehe... I'm starting to get nervous as the hour goes closer. I know that I have nothing to be worried about, as this is what they want as well, but just the thought of being so open and candid with my parents kind of makes me restless... I can just imagine how my sayang is feeling. Though I must say that he seems at ease with the whole situation.

Sigh... I can't wait... ;)