Shiya..

She's growing faster and faster in my eyes... Yesterday where some of her clothes hangs baggy-ly..now it fits her nicely at the bottom.. A clear sign that she's getting taller, despite me seeing her as a lil chikonet... :) and her vocabs increasing too.. She knows what a flower is..pokok..kipas..towel...fries...yes...fries..tsk tsk.. She even knows some of the alphabets! Hehehe...

I've started buying more n more books in the hopes that she will embrace reading as i have..heheh though i am still struggling to find the time and energy to just sit down and read to her at a proper time.. We should make it a routine...

Cant believe she'll be 2 in 4 months!! It doesnt feel like 2 years..and in my eyes she is still a lil baby... I guess i'll always feel like that :)

Am still thinking whether i should have a party for her 2nd bday... It would be nice and fun..but at the same time.. I feel like just having an awesome celebration with just the 3 of us...hehehe... Well i have a few months still to mull over it...  ;)

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My lil athlete!

Our children will always be better than us...as one can only hope...hehehe...

From birth till 19m...she has always been active and energetic... :)

(excuse the tears...hehe..ade baby boy tegur n she cried...hehehe...)

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a thought...

I have always wanted to be a housewife...in fact i have always thought to be a stay at home mum... Why is this so, you might ask... Well.. I dont have the words on how to describe it for all others...even to myself... Suffice to say that that is who I am and that os a part of me that I know very well...

I'm writting this because the feeling is getting stronger and stronger until some days that is all I think about.. It's especially even clearer to me when I am in one of those black moods after a disagreement with anyone who (in my mind) mistreats my jellybean... I could it so much better kinda feeling...

But then....

I take her out...n we splurge... How lucky am I? Lucky to be able to just walk in into Mothercare or Toys r us with an armload of clothes...gifts...toys... Buy fruits that costs RM20 for a small (omg its like silly small) just because she likes it... N to be able to buy a pororo soft toy for RM60 and x think twice... The smile on her face everynight as she hugs it is enough...

How many souls are just lucky to be able to do that...

I am mature enough to realise that it's because I am where I am today... But i wonder can I not be what I want to be..and still be able to be me...? Where is the ending and when is the beginning?

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