What would you do?

What would you do...
Say if you were in my shoes...
Waves battling to sink you down...
And all the world seems to greet you with a frown...

What would be the move...
To help you rise from this perpetual doom...
The thought and prayers sent....
So many days and nights are already spent...

What would you do, really...?
When the weight has brought you down on one knee...
Mindless with disappointment...
Heart beat slowly thumping a sad sound...

What... pray tell... what?

The tightness in my heart...
The tears that burns my eyes...
And here I still stand and pray...

What... what would you do...
What if you were here...
Right here in my shoes?

Silent Night

In silence, I can be the mother she wants me to be...
Keeping things straight, setting things right and making her dreams come true...

But oft times reality sets in... When rage speaks the loudest... Where inconsistency plays its evil games...
Even the most solid of warriors would tremble and pray for direction...
I am no warrior...

With tears in her eyes and tears in my heart, I held her close... Whispering softly... Pleading most tragically... Trying to tie the knots that has been set loose... Losing the grip that was so precious yet fragile in its strength...

In silence...
I am able to ponder...
In silence, I sit here and wonder...
Hoping tomorrow sets new a day that we can hold hands and speak together...

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Past Reflection

Time passes by, sometimes quickly... Sometimes ever so slowly.

Dreams flutter in wake of reality,
Thoughts of tomorrow there, but seems so far and distant...
Hand in hand we step into our own world...
Laughing, dancing and yes... Shouting and crying.

A thousand words could not describe the joy I had felt that moment in time...
Nor could a thousand drops of rain compare to the tears that was shed.

Against each other, for one another...
Destiny is elusive,
Fate is exclusive...

I find myself in today's life... Some parts missing,
Some... Replaced.
For better or worse?
That's for tomorrow's reflection...

Collision of wills and desire... Fusing a slow yet brightening spark...
My own saving grace... My heart, my soul.

All the tears went unwasted,
All the joy not unnoticed...

And so I thank you... My once smiles, my once bitterness...

For my twin seperated in the womb...

My wish is simple,
I wish only for ur smiles and happiness,
The sun rising and setting with more joy to bring...

I see in you someone great,
Life's just begun,
With many more laughter and gardens to explore...

Though now it seems dark and gloomy,
Do hold my hand,
Don't let go...

We'll make it through,
You know why..?
I'll believe it for you...

I love you...

You & me...

Sunrises... Catches your breath
The beauty of it's fire
Lifting the darkness from the sky
And showering you with it's magnificence...

Touches your soul
The feeling emits resonance of pureness
Feel it baby
The fire, the strength.

Sunset... Quietly leaving chaos
Softly yet inspiring in it's everlasting sweetness
Lasting vision of it's fierceness
Calming, enveloping warmness.

Your presence... Darling, your spirit

Like the sunrise... Raises me to greater heights
Fires my passion; and all... in the beauty of your self
Like the sunset... Soothes my troubling soul
Closing my heart in your protective arms...

Eyes closed to your wonderful waking dream.