Love

There are only a few times in your life that you could feel this amazing love in your heart... and I am one of those lucky ones to have been able to know the feeling again and again... My bff once said that I love easily... but once I love that someone... it would take the force of God to wrench that love away from me... and I do agree with this... When I love, I love freely and merrily... and I love forever.. till death do us part...  :)

Ok that sounds scary... but true...  ;)

How about you? What did you feel when you met your perfect someone? Was it a free flowing river of wonder... or perhaps fire works that exploded in your heart? Maybe it was a gentle sweeping breeze that carried you away to a land of wonder... for me? It was like the sun rising to bring light on everything that I once was... and I felt this immense pleasure and happiness that was like a bottle of champagne just waiting to burst... my heart felt as though it was enclosed in a warm hug... toasty... yes, that's what it felt like... toasty feeling... like a warm marshmallow, melting in the heat of a crackling fire.... enveloping me in his warmth...

How about when you first look into your true heart's eyes for the first time...? Loving her... how do you describe holding to life that is greater than your own? The smell of little rainbows and snuggle bunnies... the smiles that is bestowed on you that swells your heart to almost bursting when they turn to you to give you a tight hug? It's indescribable...

Love for your other half... that is great... but love for your child? It is a love for a part of your soul... because they are the very reason that you breathe today...

She is a dream that was only half hoped and wished for with the fullness of my heart... and everytime I look into her eyes, I fall madly in love all over again... yes, there seems to be no ending to my love for her... and I wish could be with her everyday...

Which is probably the reason for this entry on a weekday... at my desk... at work...  :P

Love... How would you describe your love?

This mummy's heart... this mummy's smile...

I would like to be a super hero for my sweetheart... in that I would like to always make the right choice... to always know what is the best for her... but sadly... I am not... though I try to be... but more often than not, I come out short...

Just a short note on the going ons in my head... you know that time in your life when things are just not going your way...? It could be a day when your clothes go rip and then you find that you left your phone and wallet home... to top it off, you were late to a meeting... which happen to require you to present and that presentation was sitting nicely on your desk that you accidentally spilled your hot drink on just a few minutes ago... well thing settled down during the day to have it in a turmoil again when you missed out the 4 coach train to have to squeeze in tight with some weirdos for 20 mins and then thinking that you made it, found out that your tnG card was lost in the train and that you needed to pay penalty charges but had to just wait since you had no phone or wallet to ask for help from anyone?

Hehehe... no, the above didn't happen to me... but was just trying to give a picture of what's going on in my head/heart... :P

Yes, I am a drama queen... thank you ;)

Shiya's First Birthday Bash

Shiya celebrated her birthday on 28th Jan among our close friends and family... at first I was scared that she couldn't get along as she is quite shy and many still remember her debut debacle during her aqiqah when no one could come within range...hehehe she would start screaming until her face turned red just looking at anyone! :P

But Alhamdulillah... after months of planning and hours of decorating... the party went off well and many, many people showed up to celebrate the birthday of our sole princess! :D All the presents are wonderful and Shiya had so much fun with everyone around... she even got excited and started walking around the house all by herself! hehehe... mummy is soooo happy...  :D

Pictures are still pending, but here are a couple sneak peeks! ;)

Theme...polka dotty
Color.... green and pink...

Her 1 year old self...

Just turning 1, she has mastered the art of..
1. running!
2. munching food with her 4 front teeth...hehehe its funny to see really when she's eating...so semangat!
3. trying to jump
4. walking up and down the stairs holding to ur hand
5. dropping balls and whatever that can be dropped in the oval tembalang
6. understand "no", "sleep", "give  to mummy", "tido", "off", "air/minum", "stand", "come here"
7. shake her head when she doesn't want something
8. can take your hand and place it somewhere that she wants you to help her with like turn on tv or switch vids on ipad

Love you sayang! :D