Fairytale Wedding - Part 4

Our song was playing, "Tercipta Untuk Ku" by Unggu feat. Rossa... Its amazing how I knew that that was the song for us when I first heard it a year before! I was in love with it then and I am still in love with it now. The songs just gives me goosebumps.

My wedding gown was a dream with its long tail and my trailing veil. My heart was thumping and I was so scared that I might fall! :P

I love everything about our reception on 20 June 2009. And I have my parents and in laws to thank for making the event possible and wonderful... and my darling hubby for just loving and taking in my 'insane' wedding breakdowns.

My Fairytale Wedding - Part 3

Everything was perfect. It took 3 lafaz, hehehe... but we became husband and wife. For the longest time it felt so unreal, had to pinch myself. How else could I possibility describe the moment... magical. ;)

And I'm so glad that we were able to share the moment with our family and closest friends. That day a new journey began.. Our blissful start to ever after..

My Fairytale Wedding - Part 2

Morning came fast.. And true to her words my sister was the first to knock on my door. She helped me take off all the dried inai so that I could take a proper shower. I could feel butterflies fluttering in my stomach, but I ignored it all and just concentrated on getting ready.

Clothes, checked.
I/c, checked.
Contacts, checked.
Flowers, checked.
Me?? :) still to be made.

We rushed to the Dewan Felda since we were running late... And Che Su and Abg Wan was already waiting.. oops! Oh well, I'm the bride.. :p

And so it began..

My bridesmaids started to fill the room.. Looking beautiful and cheerful in red.. The final touches to my hantaran was made.. Thanks to my SIL, it looked even better than I had imagined.. Totally gorgeous.. And me..?

I've never felt more beautiful in my life...I loved my make up, loved my baju kurung, and my veil was just perfect! After I was done, I became really shy and not sure of what to do. My only worry was where was my Sayang and my nerves was starting to get all jumbled up. Until.... I heard my sister said... "They're here.."

-big smiles-       It was time...  :)

My thought just before I stepped down was...

"I love you mama & papa... thank you... I love you..."

;) XOXO

My Fairytale Wedding - Part 1

You can probably see from my page that I've been married for some time now. So what is this fairytale wedding all about?? Well, I haven't actually had the chance to gush about it until now. Guess with so many things happening all at once, I found it hard to sit still and just write. :P (reasons, reasons...)

And so... here it is...

My wedding after its ups and downs, was set on 13 June 2009. The day before was spent at the medical centre for my physical exam (work purposes) and agonising over my inai session. I tend to worry about the little things and the lady doing my inai messaged me that she was coming in late! Can you just imagine the thoughts that went through my head. And so the water works started until late evening when I decided to just leave it up to fate.

Supporting me through was of course my bff and my sis who was at the house to keep me company. Or maybe to keep me sane if not calm? :)

I could just hear the preparations starting down below where my mum's frends have gathered to complete my hantaran. Amidst all that chaos, my Sayang came to deliver the final touches to my baju nikah. He was not in the best of moods as our designer, Man Kajang had made him wait quite some time in front of the shops.

Finally at near 10pm the lady arrived with apologies and started on the art work for my hands and feet. I was a bit nervous to see the outcome. Dubiously looking at the intricated artwork, I thought.."Didn't I say to keep it simple?" Oh well! But the hundreds I spent on her was well worth it.. Because the design turned out so gorgeous! Finally I could sleep near 11+.. And dream of my prince... Hehehe, if only that was true! I was so anxious I actually only fell asleep arnd 4+... Well... To be continued ...

;) XOXO

A Simple Shirt

I was looking at the hantaran shirt on my bed. I can just imagine my sayang wearing it. He'll look handsome, as always...and ever so wonderful. And there was only one thought in my mind... I can't wait for the day... the day that I will be his wife.

Hehehe... its funny how just looking at his shirt, reminded me how soon I'll be able to take care of him. I want to be a good and loving wife. A wife that he can be proud of.

I can't wait!

Today we (me, meq, ajee and farel) went to Putrajaya to make farel's mykid card. He's so super cute and smells so sweet. Love him so much! Then we went to Berjaya Times Square. Farel slept the whole way :P

Had my first taste of krispy kreme. Hmm... I honestly prefer J Co much better. hehehe... oh well, my sayang and ajee seems to enjoy it though. Don't get me wrong... its sorta yum, but J Co is yummle-ish...!

Searching

I’m about to make a huge decision in my life. Ultimately, it may be the best move I’ve made since I decided that I want my Sayang for always, or it might be one of the biggest mistakes that I could make in my lifetime.

I am thinking of resigning and starting fresh. Ok, who am I kidding? I am resigning in February and starting fresh in the work market.

Hahaha… it is simply wrong how the thought of resigning gives me so much pleasure!

But I am and I will do it.

Now I am just searching for what I really want to do in life. It’s true you can’t always get what you wish for. Everything in life is hard, bla, bla, bla and I could go on and on for days and days…

But I want to take this step. You know why? If I don’t, I’ll never find out what is at the end of that far in the distance rainbow. I want to try and make my dreams come true. I want to plan events and of course, cook. Oh dear, it almost seems unrealistic and impossible. But sitting at this desk right now and auditing seems horrid and unbelievably sickening.

And so, the search is on. Perhaps I could do something simple like teach children. I sent out a bunch of resumes last night. I even called one just now and asks for any openings. They had none. But imagine if they did… I could just work near my house! Maybe something will come up soon.

The race is now on… will I get the job first or resign first? I AM scared like super duper. I am so scared and petrified that I give myself headaches everyday just thinking about it.

Tonight I will discuss again with my Sayang on the repercussions of my future actions. I have his full support, but maybe he’s not thinking straight when he approves of what I’m doing. As long as he’s ok with it… it will give me added strength to fight my demons as well as the live criticism that I’m about to face from everyone.