Unspoken words...

I was just staring at my computer screen when I realise that no matter how we chat or talk endlessly with someone we're (supposedly) close to... There are abt a million more things that are actually left unspoken. Among the millions that have been said, how many of these words actually mean something and how many are actually showing what we really feel? I think that's why sometimes we have this uncontrollable
urge to just bad mouth abt people we're close to... Because we don't have the courage to let out our anger and tell them the real story.

Even now I can't write the names... Even now I can't really write what happen. I'm just peeved. Peeved that you are sometimes insensitive and selfish.

Birthday Surprise - Part 1

My sayang once told me that he has never had a birthday party. Well maybe not never.. Just as he hit puberty? Anyhow, that's when the first seeds were planted in my brain. Hehehe... What better way to put that handsome smile on my sayang's face than to plan a surprise party :p

The theme was hawaiian luau.. And the foody? Bbq of course! :) for weeks I slaved a way to make the deco to fit the hawaiian theme.. It didn't quite look the way I imagined it! :p

Guests started arriving at 8ish and the final touches was done my parents and siblings.. And arnd 8.45, we arrived at the front gate. It was dark, but my intentions were clear when he saw so many cars and tables.. Hahahaha... SURPRISE!! :)

He was happy, but shy with all the attention.

All the effort and aching muscles from the night before marathon of marinating and decorating was worth it when I saw how happy he was to have his close friends and fam. Yeay! Note to self, never do a party on the day of their bday. Gets too complicated! Hehehe... He was kinda peeved that I went mia on him earlier in the day..

Foody? Yummy bbq chics (hehe..self praise is a way to positive thinking ya ;) ) and delicious burgers.. Some tid bits there and here.. And of course angah's super salsa and mil's nasi ayam. Yum, yum!! Plenty of desserts to give us all a sugar rush.

So, one chapter is closed.. Thanx to all my dearest fam and friends for making it possible... Yeay! Happy birythday sayang... Lots of love from ur one and only wifey :)

XOXO

Me Lovin It...

My MIL and FIL came back from the US today. I actually miss them the whole week. No longer used to not seeing them or even spend time with them during the weekends. They have got to be the coolest in laws ever. They are sweet, generous and so understanding. But best of all, they are so sweet to my parents. That matters the most to me. Serious, love them so much! :)

I came back to work today knowing that I have presents waiting for me at home in Kajang. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't hoping but they did mention they were getting my birthday pressie there. Hehehe... and you know what...?

me=blown away with my presents...  ;)

Seriously love both my handbag and watch. Couldn't ask for more...hehehe... they even got a pressie for my mumsy! Oh wish I could steal that too! :P

Muah, muah.... thank you mama and papa!

Quiet and still...

The house feel strangely quiet on a Sunday morning. I walked out my room and wondered why it felt so.

Then it hit me. My sis had moved out last night and stayed at her apartment in Shah Alam. It was somewhat the same feeling I got when my brother moved out to their apartment in Damansara. Quiet, still... and just lifeless.

-sigh-

It's not as if I won't see them again. Though it's probably not going to be as often. I know I'm a little late to realise this, but we all have to live our own lives. But my family means so much to me and it's hard to let go.

Will miss our sudden breakies together in our pjs... miss our long talks till after mid night after we've put yayel to sleep... and the midnight run to buy milo (though I know we haven't done that in awhile)... our lunchys buying nasi campur when I'm supposed to be on a diet. I'll also miss yayel's voice and screams... his coo-coo and daa daa daa.... :)

But most of all, i'll just miss you meqqy boo.... love you...

;) XOXO

Passport Renewal

Woke up early today to renew my passport. Reason being was to skip the endless lines of people and get it done as soon as we can. We were racing to PKNS and found out that we didn't have my pic and copy of ic. The people here were good at anticipating people like me. They actually have someone available to take our pics and even a photostating machine. Of course in the name of bussiness they charge u double! :p

And here I am 3 hours later waiting for the passport. The renewal process was fast with the kiosk outside. Just the pick up is a bit slow. Again, like I told hubby.. Should've taken the RM100 for 2 yrs.. After if multiply that with 3 u get 6 years... As compared to the RM300 for 5 years? Hmmm...

Oh the person just called my name... 5 mins and the passport is now safely in my hands.. Jakarta, here we come! ;)

Tax

Its that time of the year again.. Time to complete the eFilling process.. I had put it off thinking of how complicated it would be but surprisingly I did it in less than a few minutes! All that delay for nothing. Don't get me wrong, I had some trouble getting into the site as I had forgotten my password. But a quick call to the centre cleared that up right away.

You know what that tells me? When it comes to collecting money, even the gov becomes super efficient :p

:) xoxo

Choc Ice Blended

Spent lunch drinking ice blended drink... yum! I love the way the choc tastes in my mouth, all chocolatey and creamy. It was a superb gossip time as me and my bff sat at San Fran. Its funny how we always talk and yet have loads of stories to tell each other.

The topic that is at the most forefront of my mind is foody, foody for the upcoming 'do. It makes me nervous just to think about it. If planned parties before, but not like this. It's like I'm trying to compete with myself and make the party bigger and more gorgeous! For once, I'm starting to think I'm in waaaayyy over my head. :P

But I can just tick off the deco part, since its mostly done. The rest I have to leave it to the last minute (which I hate doing). Afterall, I can't really prepare the food now right? Hehehehe...

Ooh, which reminds me of the near mishap I had with some of the sweets I bought for the party. Goodness, we had ants attack at the in-laws house. So many of them in my room. Thank goodness my 'stuff' was saved! But I can't say that for the army of ants. There was a horrid killing spree on my part. :(

Needless to say, I had nightmares that night... of what else, but ants.

Ok, now back to work...

;) XOXO